10 years ago...

I dropped out of high school.

I lived in an adolescent facility off and on for a few years and had a slight altercation with the summer school teacher when I returned to my home town full time, after which I was asked to not return to summer school. The last year of school I completed was 8th grade. I passed a good majority of my 9th grade year, I successfully scored some Freshman and Sophomore credits but nothing as a Junior and I dropped out the year before my Kindergarten class went to their Senior year. I've got like 9 or 12 completed college classes that I took right after I dropped out. Intro to Psych and Sociology, Marriage and Family and Behavioral Psychology, just because I thought they were interested and didn't involve Math.

...but it's been 10 years. I've had skull removed, children added, among other stresses that have lowered my self esteem or given me anxiety about class tomorrow.

I start my week first class, at noon.... MATH.. UGH. Luckily if I never go beyond an Associate then this will be the only Math class I take. I have ASL after that and on Tuesday/Thurs I have Cultural Anthropology and English until October then Computer Literacy will come in to finish the semester.

I'm pretty anxious. I haven't had an appetite and I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep a wink tonight. Respite Caregiver comes tomorrow, so the anxiety will be less with the help getting around but still there. *sigh*

Your prayers are appreciated, and if you're not the praying type, some positive lovely vibes in my direction are welcome too :)

On your mark.... 1......2......3......

GO!

"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done."
Phil 4:6 NLT

Thank You Lord for this opportunity to go to school!! Please bring me Your PEACE that passes understanding so that I will focus and show the world what a masterpiece You created!!